So i'm done, being lost (some lame ass teen angst garbage.), and for the most part being afraid. I'll probably always be journeying around in life, getting to know who I am, and how I can be better. The last few months though have been existentially ruff. I've gone from some extreme highs and some terribly not so flattering lows. This wouldn't be the first time in my life but it seems like the last that I take such a huge swing. I spent the entire evening in the presence of the bane of my existence still feeling extremely lucid from an evening with Alice. Some how (twiddling my fingers under the dinning room table :) ) I made it out of the evening with out causing a major scene. I made my siblings feel happy, loved, and i was able to realize that I am that Man that makes up the Man i hope they one day inspire to be. Very scary!!! The journey is infinite but I no longer feel lost and thanks to some great friends I know that I'm part of the solution not the problem.
